Warm

Middle of the night, it's usual time where I tends to recall my childhood memories and become homesick. One of the reason why I don't like being up at night without anything to do.

I remembered, the feeling of being taken cared of by both parents at the same time. That day, i fall sick. Both of them watched me till i fall asleep. I still can retrieve the feeling and the awkwardness of being stared at and trying very hard to pretend sleeping. Hahaa... A moment that I'll treasure.

So many things happened that i remembered. The bad things leave better footprint and I'm trying hard to recall back the good things so I will have a happier childhood memories. Sorry, I'm being emo. hmm... Actually, my life is better than my step-siblings' life. My parents are together, my father come back 2-3days almost every months. Before I know what is 1st and 2nd wife, what's the meaning of step sibling and the psychosocial impact of it, I sometimes complained about my life. Such an ungrateful child eh. :P

I like reading self improvement book to improve my EQ. Those book help me so much. I'm glad i join Red Crescent Society, interaction and activities held greatly influence myself in a positive way. Most of all, thanks to my mom's care and love, she taught me the most. eh, these sound like a speech in prize giving ceremony kan. haha..

Er.. this entry a bit here and there. Not really reflecting the title. Anyway, life is short, i should treasure my family and will try and try to be a better person. Till next time, I'll talk more on my step-family life. :) I love them as much I love my own family.

  

Me on 2nd right