Itch

Everyone gets mosquitoes bite once in a while, so i presume you know what an itch is. Imagine having it for 10-20 minutes every day in your ear and nose, oh, one would have suicidal thought if one is weak mentally.

The itch come and goes without leaving a note on the time of its return. The anticipation is one thing, the sudden occurrence of it is another thing to deal with. Oh, and it's getting more frequent nowadays. I know it has to do with my nasal congestion and eczema, that's why i didn't seek treatment anymore as they will just give antihistamine and some soothing advice. Like what they did for the 1st, 2nd and 3rd visit. hmmm... I can do that my self, thanks for the helpful words, which unlikely to kill the itch i have.

It is tough to be someone with medical knowledge. You know the treatment of one disease and it's prognosis and you have the opportunity to consult specialist directly about it. Yet, you still have hope that may be, just may be, someone in the outpatient clinic can do wonders and hep you with the problem. hmm.. Too much false hope eh :P

Anyway, I'm trying to clear as much mucus in my nose so it won't be stagnant in there and cause more problem than it suppose to. Well, i will have to tolerate the itch as it is unlikely to disappear even with treatment. Oh, don't advise me on the complementary treatment. Lifestyle changes won't happen in me as who would want to cut out prawn, coffee, spicy food and chocolate from their diet?? I'm a Malaysian and tell me, which dishes has zero spices?!

Recently, I got to know one of my friend is having this, worse than me, which may affect her marriage life. So, I'm counting my blessing and hopefully, God will pity us and reduce our suffering.